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Post by Purple-Cat-Princess on Aug 16, 2011 13:54:29 GMT -5
I'm pissed off that people automatically assume, two men live together? In a state against gay marriage? They must be gay. Oh he's divorced too? Must be because he's gay. How do you handle having a gay Dad?
Seriously, if I get the, 'you poor soul having to deal with that' look or the 'Oh? You're one of THOSE children' looks, I'm gonna strangle someone.
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Post by Aenrhien on Aug 16, 2011 15:11:43 GMT -5
I can turn the other cheek at the crazy old lady from church whispering hateful things to me, so far as I'm concerned that just makes me the better person. I can ignore her son cornering me in the men's room at the bar on Friday, calling me every slur against transsexuals he can think of and implying that if I want a penis so much, the men in the bar would be more than happy to let me "try theirs out"; even though Sunday was the only time I left my house since then. What I can't ignore, however, is when my best friend is dragged into this by way of her son keying gay slurs into his car while he's at work, then waiting around to punch him for good measure. Thanks human race, not like I didn't feel bad enough already.
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Post by Solora Goldsun on Aug 18, 2011 16:36:23 GMT -5
My condolences, Aenrhien. *pats your head* These people, as my mother would say, try so hard to make mediocrity a virtue.
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Post by Purple-Cat-Princess on Aug 18, 2011 16:37:19 GMT -5
I wish I could decide if Anderson is gay or not... TT.TT
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Post by Solora Goldsun on Aug 18, 2011 16:38:19 GMT -5
Who's Anderson?
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Post by Purple-Cat-Princess on Aug 18, 2011 16:39:01 GMT -5
He's a character I made up for the role play.
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Post by datdude on Aug 18, 2011 22:26:00 GMT -5
MY alergies are making the right side of my head hurt like someone stabbing me. to get through the day im poping deconjestants every four hours that make my hart beat faster. WTF can I be allowed to breath and die please? AND I GO BACK TO MY DOCTOR FOR MY CHECKUP AND IM TOLD THE DOC HAS CANCELLED ALL HIS APPOINTMENTS TODAY TOMORROW AND I SHOULD CALL ON MONDAY. HAVING MY BLOODPRESURE CHECKED IS GIVING ME HIGHBLOODPRESURE! |
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Post by Purple-Cat-Princess on Aug 19, 2011 11:40:59 GMT -5
Okay fair warning, I'm about to sound like a winey baby because so many of you have it worse than me.
I'm a depressed mess today because I can't run, which is stupid, but I'm always left behind, and I hate it when people stay back and walk with me because I don't want to hold them back, but that's how it feels all the time. I'm the loser everyone has to baby because I can't do anything. The fact that I'm left behind just brings up the- I'm not pretty, but I'm not ugly. I'm not tall, but I'm not that short. I'm not smart but I'm not stupid. I'm not fat, but I'm not skinny. I'm not funny, but I'm not dull. I'm not anything. I'm just a blah. I'm just another average face that no one notices because there is nothing exciting about me. I have no real reason to complain about everything. My life is perfectly average. No matter how hard I try I can't shake being constantly depressed. I can't tell my friend about it, she wouldn't get it. She's smart and pretty and talented. And the best at something. I'm the best at nothing. I'm sick of being a jack of all trades. Average at everything, best at nothing. I just need to lay on the floor and cry....
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Post by Aenrhien on Aug 19, 2011 12:09:40 GMT -5
Aww, don't cry Cat. :c Everyone's good at something, it just takes some practice and perseverance.
...man I suck at this making people feel better thing
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Post by datdude on Aug 19, 2011 12:59:46 GMT -5
Okay fair warning, I'm about to sound like a winey baby because so many of you have it worse than me. I'm a depressed mess today because I can't run, which is stupid, but I'm always left behind, and I hate it when people stay back and walk with me because I don't want to hold them back, but that's how it feels all the time. I'm the loser everyone has to baby because I can't do anything. The fact that I'm left behind just brings up the- I'm not pretty, but I'm not ugly. I'm not tall, but I'm not that short. I'm not smart but I'm not stupid. I'm not fat, but I'm not skinny. I'm not funny, but I'm not dull. I'm not anything. I'm just a blah. I'm just another average face that no one notices because there is nothing exciting about me. I have no real reason to complain about everything. My life is perfectly average. No matter how hard I try I can't shake being constantly depressed. I can't tell my friend about it, she wouldn't get it. She's smart and pretty and talented. And the best at something. I'm the best at nothing. I'm sick of being a jack of all trades. Average at everything, best at nothing. I just need to lay on the floor and cry.... I feel your pain kid, and as much as id like to hope in with some old man wisdom i dont have a solution for this im still dealing with it myself. All i can say is forward motion no matter how small matters to me. I will now return to my corner and remember all the things being remade now that were cool when i was a kid.  |
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Post by Swan on Aug 19, 2011 13:42:29 GMT -5
Okay fair warning, I'm about to sound like a winey baby because so many of you have it worse than me. I'm a depressed mess today because I can't run, which is stupid, but I'm always left behind, and I hate it when people stay back and walk with me because I don't want to hold them back, but that's how it feels all the time. I'm the loser everyone has to baby because I can't do anything. The fact that I'm left behind just brings up the- I'm not pretty, but I'm not ugly. I'm not tall, but I'm not that short. I'm not smart but I'm not stupid. I'm not fat, but I'm not skinny. I'm not funny, but I'm not dull. I'm not anything. I'm just a blah. I'm just another average face that no one notices because there is nothing exciting about me. I have no real reason to complain about everything. My life is perfectly average. No matter how hard I try I can't shake being constantly depressed. I can't tell my friend about it, she wouldn't get it. She's smart and pretty and talented. And the best at something. I'm the best at nothing. I'm sick of being a jack of all trades. Average at everything, best at nothing. I just need to lay on the floor and cry.... Princess, I CAN NOT stress enough how many people may feel the same way. I for one am one of those people. And the running thing... exactly the same problem I have...EXACTLY. But, like Aenrhien said, we are all good at something. We just need to find it and practice and get better at it. For example, your Van Kleiss story that you did was REALLY good. Maybe writing could be your thing. Maybe drawing could be your thing too. All we can go is up, right? And besides, your only fourteen/fifteen, right? There's still plenty of time for you to find something that you really like. @ Aenrhien: I am so sorry that people have the gall to say things like that to you. Ironically, it's the old lady church go-ers that are the most judgemental of all, even if the religion they practice teaches not to judge others. |
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Post by Aenrhien on Aug 19, 2011 17:55:42 GMT -5
@ Aenrhien: I am so sorry that people have the gall to say things like that to you. Ironically, it's the old lady church go-ers that are the most judgemental of all, even if the religion they practice teaches not to judge others. I hate to be able to say it, but I'm actually used to hearing it by now, so I can tune it out almost completely. What irks me is that they're trying to drag my friends into it, particularly the one they decided on since he's got enough problems without their help.  It's irritating. |
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Post by datdude on Aug 19, 2011 19:37:55 GMT -5
Having not had a steady IT job in a while Im considering going to school for something else. Maybe some kind of medical tech and it feels like I've decided to end a marriage.
Go to college kiddies it prevents things like this!
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Post by theycallmejack on Aug 28, 2011 21:32:45 GMT -5
D'aww, here I was, about to complain about how my nose piercing got snagged on a towel and fell out, and how my new computer crashed the day after I got it. Now I just feel whiny.
Princess, love, I am totally with you. It hurts, real bad, I know. However, you should know that everyone finds something. May not seem like it, but give it time.
And, goodness, Aenrhien. I haven't had any experiences like that, but sounds horrible. Shame on the human race. Hate is an unfortunate emotion.
I know I sound a little too involved, considering I just got to this forum and all, and I'm sorry if I somehow upset anyone with this. This is a place for ranting, and in a way, this is how I rant. I'm better at trying to solve other people's problems than working on my own. Makes me feel useful. Think of me as the therapist (*cough*) you never asked for.
P.S.
I'm a horrible therapist.
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Post by Little on Aug 28, 2011 21:59:00 GMT -5
D'aww, here I was, about to complain about how my nose piercing got snagged on a towel and fell out, and how my new computer crashed the day after I got it. Now I just feel whiny. I can actually relate to this, not me personally but my room mate. |
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It's irritating.
aen, i'm Kaleidocat on ao3! im in a personal branding crisis rn haha