Rant thread

[Solora Goldsun]

Maybe...NO! *clamps hands over ears* I gotta be strong... Be strong, Solora. Our shininess is coming, my precious. *twitch* We can wait, precious. Yes...we can wait... *twitch*

[Purple-Cat-Princess]

HATE! I can't find my friggin debit card, I've torn the house apart. I've searched high and low for the stupid thing and my mom's gonna kill me. I never use the stupid thing so I haven't been keeping up with it. -bashes head on wall- last thing I want is a lecture on how I never care enough about things.

[datdude]

I lose mine every so often go to the bank they can give you a new one. Not sure if it matters if your a minor or not

[Purple-Cat-Princess]

Its more my mother i'm worrird abput

[Solora Goldsun]

WHY is Alan Rickman sixty five years old?! *bashes head on wall* I've been in love with that man for years. Then, I found out his age. My dreams are ruined!!!! *bows head*

[MacaroniWithExtraCheese]

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Who gave me negative karma? Dude! That's just low!

*I'm just kidding, but it's really funny lol*

[Aenrhien]

Oct 22, 2011 17:44:42 GMT -5 Solora Goldsun said:

WHY is Alan Rickman sixty five years old?! *bashes head on wall* I've been in love with that man for years. Then, I found out his age. My dreams are ruined!!!! *bows head*

This mans voice is just pure sex. Rest of him isn't half bad considering he's 65, but that voice.

[Solora Goldsun]

I just gave you positive karma, Macaroni!

Aen- Why do you think I love him so much? I could listen to him read a phonebook... *dreamy sigh*

[MacaroniWithExtraCheese]

Awe, thank you Solora ^_^ Not what I had intended, but thank you very much.

Now I will chuck a karma at you!

[Purple-Cat-Princess]

I'm at home, dying of illness. But mostly a migraine so bad I nearly threw up in class.

[crazyraven]

i don't like what they done in lions and the lambs.

nope. i don't like it.

[sadie]

I'm here and Dads just given me a reason to rant ignore it if you will but I need to spit this out, its leaving a bad taste in my stomach.

I hate name calling, I do not care for it in the least but I understand it exists, so in a compromise Id love it if I'm going to get called names that they are adjectives of what I actually am. Name calling for the sake of being a jerk is pointless, its a method of criticizing that leaves the person on the receiving end with no way of changing stuff so they don't get called it again. I am so far from perfect that even a monkey could point out my flaws there's a truckload of them I am a human, humans have flaws.

With this amount of flaws there's no shortage of names that I could be called that would make sense, I stutter, I'm easily scared, I'm shy and I get confused easily to name a few are a couple of traits I have that have numerous cruel names associated to them, but do they call me those? of course not when I make even a tiny mistake the way they make sure I never do it again is to cast a billion harsh names at me that do not describe me at all, then sneak them in when I'm not expecting it just to make sure I know they do not like me.

I would expect this kind of behavior from bullies my own age or from people who simply do not like me but from my dad? if he uses the whole I was a terrible mistake that he never wanted to begin with thing as an excuse to make sure I feel bad every time I stumble into his line of sight I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

I was HIS mistake I never went out of my way to make sure I was born, I didn't want to come in and destroy his oh so perfect life, he escaped to his ex girlfriend when mum was pregnant with me, he was in the clear but he came back, it took him near on two years to do it but he did, and has spent that time reminding me just how much of a terrible mistake I am, his only regret being that he didn't beat us up more often when we were still small.

Now he still lives with us hovering silently around the house like a poltergeist stopping every so often to make sure no one is happy, questioning how I turned out like the way I did, I'm the opposite of what he wants, I don't wear black, or make up, my hair is natural brown and not dyed black, I know nothing about cars, or sports, I still watch cartoons even though hes made it very clear that "at my age I shouldn't be doing that", no tattoos, or drug addictions and my friends are all a different race to me.

To a level headed family I turned out alright, but if I had a level headed family I would have had people telling me I did well whenever I got an award at school instead of looking down there noses saying how much of a nerd I have been to get it in the first place and saying suicides not all bad (not great words of wisdom to get for your 10th birthday)

Mum defends him by saying he just doesn't know how to express feelings, he expresses feelings of hate pretty darn well.

Between relying on the wheel chair a little more each day, granddad dying, uncle getting riddled with cancer and dad making mean spirited snarky comments in the background I'm getting pretty tired of it, I'm sure these feelings will go away eventually but it always takes a little longer than I would like.

[Solora Goldsun]

*hugs sadie* That's freaking horrible! That man should be locked up and your mom should be the one to throw him out of the house! But, you are right: It will go away. Just wait. You'll be a big success and that jerkwad will be sitting in the gutter wondering what two plus two is.

[Purple-Cat-Princess]

You know... if you were a bit bigger and in less of a wheel chair, and I didn't think he'd be too stupid to process any of it, I'd tell you to tell him that, but for now, silently wait till he gets whats coming.

[Swan]

I'm probably gonna sound like a stupid girly teen girl, but I need to get stuff of my chest, danggit!

So you found new friends, I'm happy for you. You start hanging out with them more, well that's great. But then....all those friends that have been there for you from the very beginning, and you suddenly seem uninterested. I've been your best friend since the first grade, and now you're ditching me and the others for your new little "posse". Why, may I ask? Is it because they live in a nice town with nice people, is it because they have dirtbikes? When did we become second best? You've obviously got some sort of 'family-mance' going on. You and your parents go there EVERY WEEK. I mean, they live just one town over. It's not like you'll never see them again. I don't even know these girls and I'm not hating on them either, it's just the fact that me and all you're other friends have become...less important. I know they say it's high school, and that this is the time to find yourself and grow up, but what if I want to be a child for just a bit longer? Will you just move on and leave me in the dust? Or are you ignoring me because your mom said so? I've heard you talk about how you went here and here and here with this kid and your mom had no problems, but when WE go somewhere, she immeadiately expects the worst? Like that one time we grabbed a bite to eat. She thought that we would sneak away to a party or do drugs or something. She practically spam called you through that whole hour. Does she think I'm "weird"? Am I not good enough to be your friend anymore? Because you've sure been acting like it.

Alright, I'm done.
(Oh my gosh, I DO sound like a teen girly girl.)